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Emet-Selch ✦ FFXIV
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GEMBOND ✦ Emerald
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[Clearly, getting his help is the smart option?
But he waves it off, returning to the topic at hand.]
What else could I have been? If it was to be my final appearance, then it ought to at least be memorable.
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[TWO CAN PLAY AT THAT GAME, EMET-SELCH.]
...It was, though. Memorable. And in more ways than one.
[And now she ducks her head, hiding the faintest of smiles.]
You had aether enough to recreate the whole of Amaurot on the First, and have it last even beyond when you were gone. You — he — did something like that again. Built a landscape out of aether for me.
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[He says, dry. Go ahead, be offended, no skin off his nose.]
But if you were faced with the very cause of the Final Days, then you shall have to explain just what manner of landscape this was, not to mention what purpose it served.
[Surely it would have been simple enough to call upon his magical might in a more-- direct way.]
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[She hums under her breath, glad for the time spent with Nidhana — an education in aetherology that makes offering this explanation that much easier in retrospect.]
The purpose of summoning Zodiark was to shield the star in a massive surfeit of aether — creation magic at its height. You and the Convocation arrived at that conclusion because you were able to work out that the seeds of the Final Days seemed to be planted in places where the aether surrounding the star was thinnest. And you were right. Far at the end of the universe, a monster was singing a song of ruin and despair across the sea of stars, and it was only that shield of aether that was keeping it out.
[She closes her eyes.]
You asked why I didn't have anyone else to call on. The answer is...because when we went to confront her at the edge of the universe, the only way to advance toward where she was hiding was through sacrifice. One by one, they all...my friends, they all...
[Even now, it aches to think of. And she remembers, idly, something he'd said in the capitol building at Amaurot — would half of the Sundered willingly give their lives to save the other half, the way the Unsundered did without hesitation?
One after another after another. They both know what it's like to be the last one standing, now, don't they.]
With each one in turn, they were able to change the landscape. Add to it. Build something out of it. And I had to let them, because to call them back to my side would mean to undo everything they'd built, and we would all perish anyway.
You, on your own, surpassed all of them. You used your aether to sustain all the changes yourself, so that they weren't relying on my friends anymore. You made it so that I could call them back.
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An answer built upon sacrifice, as was yours.
[It may not have happened over millenia, but... now, he supposes, she has some idea of what it would be like to lose everyone, one by one. To not only lose them in an instant to sacrifice but to watch it happen progressively, much as he watched the other Unsundered lose themselves.]
And in what manner were they anchored?
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[How strange an admission that is. Once she never could've imagined herself making such a concession, but she'd be lying to the both of them if she tried to deny it.]
Even bound on the moon, it was Zodiark's presence that continued to shield the star. Fandaniel's plan was to eliminate him, by some means or another, so that the last barrier would be removed, and the Final Days could be ushered in again.
[And she wonders, for a fleeting moment, about Hythlodaeus — clever, manipulative Hythlodaeus, confident in his ability to make his old friend do anything with just the right combination of words and gestures — and whether, before he went to offer himself for the summoning, he'd said something to ensure he'd get his way even in the face of Emet-Selch's potential reluctance.
She wonders if it was something like I want you to make me a promise.
Funny, how that thought leads so naturally to the answer to his question.]
With hope — creation magicks shaped by hope. My design, your power...and Hythlodaeus's approval, I suppose.
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[He should have suspected. Should have paid more attention-- but he was a mere sundered Ascian, risen from Amon's husk. Emet-Selch couldn't have anticipated the tempering would fail to stop him, that he would ever contemplate having Zodiark eliminated.
After a moment, though, suddenly:]
-Now wait just a moment. Are you truly telling me that, in His absence, you traveled to the end of the very universe to find the source of the apocalypse and face it down with some embodiment of hope? That was what you called upon me for?
[He reaches up to rub at his temples, shaking his head and muttering-]
...You are every bit as ridiculous as they were.
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[The pettiness brings a hint of a smile to the edges of her mouth, one that only blossoms further at Emet-Selch's ensuing chagrin. Carefully, trying not to overtax her already strained limbs, she reaches over to the bedside table and plucks up the Elpis flower by its stem, pushing it towards him.]
But see for yourself. A field of these yet grows at the end of the universe, thanks to you.
[The violet hue tinging the petals deepens into a richer blue, reflecting her barely-suppressed mirth.]
Like I said, you seemed to be enjoying yourself while you were at it. It was quite the performance.
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[He reaches out to take the blossom, fingertips gently catching its stem. A symbol of hope, is it...?
Only natural that she'd retain it, then. It's a very Azem-like thing.]
From my understanding, 'twas his own handiwork that he felt was so entertaining. I suppose it to be only fitting that he would be the only one who thought so.
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[Is there hope enough in that, she wonders, however slender a thread it might be? It may not be much of a future, tis true, but it's more than he had when this conversation began.]
He did give the impression of relishing every moment of his machinations. But he's certainly not laughing anymore.
[She pauses.]
Would that I could forget some of what he did, myself. But I can't.
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What did he do, precisely?
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[It's an obvious verbal feint, mostly. A subconscious remark shoved in for no other reason than to buy an extra second of time before having to find an answer. Telling, she thinks a little sourly, but it's too late to take it back now.]
His plan began with breaking Zodiark free of the brands that held him in place on the moon. They used a network of aether siphons scattered across Eorzea to consolidate a massive amount of aether in one tower in Garlemald, and then just...fired at the brands, I think. One by one to break them.
[Her lips press into a thin line.]
To buy time and keep us distracted from his aims, Fandaniel abducted me. Used some sort of technology to separate my soul from my — from my —
[Twisted in the sheets, her knuckles are white.]
He put me into the corpse of a Garlean soldier, and let Zenos take my body. He made lively sport of it, watching to see if I could catch up and intervene before Zenos reached our camp and used my own hands to kill all my friends.
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[Excuse the fuck out of him, but he's the source of all of that, thank you very much.
It's not difficult to see that it troubles her, though, and for a few moments he falls silent.]
...still, I suppose even that much failed to stop you, did it.
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But there's one note of ironic humor in it, too, and it keeps its roots in the sulky possessiveness of it all. Emet-Selch says my empire the same way she says my things, and if nothing else, she can resonate with the affront at having someone else touch and take and misuse what she's claimed as hers.
Seven hells, it had been one of the things that brought them to blows themselves, back on the First.]
I'm not good for much, but that does seem to be one of the few things I've a knack for, aye. Refusing to be stopped.
[...]
You know there was something...wrong with him, don't you? Your...your great-grandson. Mayhap that suited your aims, I don't know. I didn't want to have to fight him, in the end. I didn't want anything to do with him, but he forced my hand regardless.
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[But having him there still did suit his aims, in a way, when the intent was never to leave Garlemald stable after his death. No great loss that he died, but no great hindrance if he lived, or so Emet-Selch had assumed.
Perhaps he had underestimated how well that experimentation would work.]
Regardless, I am unsurprised he would make himself a thorn in your side. Were you able to put an end to him?
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[Too close. Terrifyingly close. She'll have scars on her knuckles for the rest of her life from where they'd torn open as she'd hit him, barely conscious of her own actions any longer, pushed to such desperation that she'd only wanted him dead by any means necessary, no matter how unwise or incomprehensible.]
I wish I'd known that trick of yours, the one you do with the aether chains. I could've used it, fighting him.
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[He says it idly, with a wave of his hand-- dismissive from the beginning, as if saying it means absolutely nothing.]
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It's as though something that had previously been clouded-over and obscured has gradually become visible, over time. She understands better now what to look for, how to brush past the pro forma condescension and sift out the significance underneath.
This is — not kindness, not exactly. Not sympathy. But at the very least, approval of a sort. A prize for coming back alive, for being her ridiculous self, for living when everything she'd gone up against had done its damnedest to see that flame snuffed out.
He'll gripe and he'll complain about the tedium and burden of teaching her, and it will be a reward for good behavior. As much of one as coming when she'd called out for him — surely Emet-Selch of all people could have resisted the summons with ease if he'd chosen to.
Emet-Selch's designs are one tongue even the Echo itself couldn't hope to translate. It's nice to have at least the most basic of footing in it by now.]
Really? It's so simple even a child could do it?
[It's nice to have a better idea of how to speak it in return, too.]
Doubly embarrassing for me should I muddle it up, then. I'll have to try hard not to disappoint.
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[He's not in the habit of wasting his own time on such things, and even being dead hasn't changed that; there's more of a note of approval in his tone, though, at her response. Something like this is far preferable to eager thanks, more palatable, easier to take in.
He supposes it's a part of why, despite the ways in which she (like all of them) can be utterly exhausting, he doesn't mind her presence as much as he protests he does.]
Mayhap with time, you will develop the capability of a slightly older child.
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[But it will be something she can keep, even so — and one unique to this specific man, this particular shard of Emet-Selch that but for being brought to this strange and distant star, she would never have known of otherwise. Some things always stay the same, from circumstance to circumstance. The things asked of the Warrior of Light don't vary much regardless of who stands in the role, or so it seems.
But it's not the Warrior of Light who would learn this. It's just her. A skill for her and only her, because he and only he gave it to her.]
Regardless. I'm sorry that the star that endures isn't the one you loved. I hope it's some small consolation to know you'll at least have the chance to avenge the one you lost.